Emoness in a can.

This is a recent facebook conversation I had with Maura, enjoy.

Ali Xan Wilson
The girl I told you who was an emo is Chelsea Bastian and I just thought you might want to know that her status update right now is "Chelsea Mahala BastianSomeday you're going to realize.One day you will see it through my eyes.You will see the pain that you have caused me but I will be gone happy somewhere somehow."EmO.


Maura Coursey
haha.people like that make me laugh=D


Ali Xan Wilson
Yeah she's pretty entertaining.


Maura Coursey

i'm smiling on the outside ali, but on the inside i'm crying. it's raining behind my eyes. and it seems like i will never get out of this rain...i'm spiraling downward into a deep abyss of darkness, and i'm trapped='(


Ali Xan Wilson
Everyone looks on the outside thaey can't see the inside. The inside that's the real me, the inside that can't seem to stop screaming, fighting it's way out while I try to hold it inside.


Maura Coursey
i'm screaming but no one can hear me. no one can possibly understand the things that i'm going through. sometimes i just want to die, to escape from this pain


Ali Xan Wilson
Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in a dream world. Nothing feels real I feel nothing. I only bleed to know that I'm still alive. The pain doesn't hurt if it's the only thing you've felt.


Maura Coursey

i'm lost and i'm confused, and every time i trust someone they always hurt me. i'm so alone in the world. no one really knows me, all they know is what i show them on the outside.


Ali Xan Wilson
I stare at him sitting in the front. His sleeve slips down and I see the red lines on his arm, I get chills. I wish I could have him but I know deep inside me that the only one who could ever understand me is my razor. If only it was easier. But it's not so I bleed.

(I'm proud of this one :P)


Maura Coursey
February 26 at 8:51pm
damn. thats impressive.i'm not sure i could top that even if i tried...